|
1. |
|
|
|
|
2. |
|
|
|
|
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
lost, i think i'm kinda lost.
and i'm lost, deep down lost.
|
|
3. |
|
|
|
|
4. |
|
|
|
|
5. |
|
|
|
|
break my heart wide open, leave me on the sidewalk hopeless.
break my heart wide open, leave me on the sidewalk hopeless.
break my heart wide open, leave me on the sidewalk hopeless.
break my heart wide open, leave me on the sidewalk hopeless.
break my heart wide open, leave me on the sidewalk hopeless.
break my heart wide open, leave me on the sidewalk hopeless.
break my heart wide open, leave me on the sidewalk hopeless.
break my heart wide open, leave me on the sidewalk hopeless.
|
|
6. |
|
|
|
|
i woke up with my body in flames
i wanna die
so let my corpse rearrange
i'm suicidal
let my flesh rot and decay
i don’t use tidal
get the fuck off my wave
hello, hi? do you wanna die?
you ever see your mothers face filled with lies?
you ever fucking pray to the man in the sky?
not afraid of death, tell me, have you tried?
not afraid of death, tell me, have you tried?
uh, run, run, break it, mash it, broken
burn it, i’m hurtin'
i’m hurtin''
i’m down on my knees
where is my god, can you not hear me scream?
i'm going to hell alone, i'm going to hell alone
i'm going to hell alone, i'm going to hell alone
i'm going to hell alone, i'm going to hell alone
i'm going to hell alone, i'm going to hell alone
[unintelligible]
i don't give a fuck 'bout no window.
i don't give a fuck what you gotta say.
shorty got me feelin' a new kind of way.
[unintelligible] (fuck!)
i don't give a fuck 'bout no window. (fuck!)
i don't give a fuck what you gotta say. (fuck!)
shorty got me feelin' a new kind of way. (fuck!)
everyday i fucking wake
hope the day won't be the same
but i'm stuck in outer space
smoked out locked out brains
i feel so fucking worthless
pushing these damn boxes
i fucking hate this world
what’s a god to a mosh pit?
blood rush through my head
i’m inhaling all the toxins
all i taste is carbon
blue collar oxygen
clocking out with a bullet to the mouth
can’t pay rent, can’t stay now
cant feel shit
i can’t bleed out
can’t heal slits
can’t feed mouths
where is my god?
i prayed to the churches
where is my god?
make me feel worth it
where is my god?
where is my god?
where is my god?
where the fuck is he?
[unintelligible]
i don't give a fuck 'bout no window.
i don't give a fuck what you gotta say.
shorty got me feelin' a new kind of way.
[unintelligible] (fuck!)
i don't give a fuck 'bout no window. (fuck!)
i don't give a fuck what you gotta say. (fuck!)
shorty got me feelin' a new kind of way. (fuck!)
|
|
7. |
|
|
|
|
8. |
|
|
|
|
goddamn.
goddamn.
goddamn.
goddamn.
goddamn.
goddamn.
goddamn.
goddamn.
goddamn.
goddamn.
goddamn.
goddamn.
|
|
9. |
|
|
|
|
a long way down.
i can't lose another friend.
a long way down.
when will you come again?
a long way down.
i'm not sure where i've been.
a long way down.
don't need to go nowhere else.
a long way down.
you got something special.
a long way down.
where have you been?
a long way down.
hands on your skin.
a long way down.
i hope i find you again.
a long way down.
a long way down.
a long way down.
a long way down.
|
|
10. |
|
|
|
|
we just got the number five on it.
we just got the number five on it.
we just got the number five on it.
we just got the number five on it.
we just got the number five on it.
we just got the number five on it.
we just got the number five on it.
we just got the number five on it.
|
This album is dedicated to my father.
.....................
"for those who still pray, and for those who still decide to continue, promise me one thing. promise me that you will burn all of my possessions after i drift to eternal sleep." is a rebirth of the #303030 name. I wanted to make a noisy but digestible album. Instead of taking influence from ambient, I decided to take a more energetic approach, taking inspiration from breakcore, noise music, sample-based music, and experimental music in general. The album explores many themes, such as abandonment, mortality, death, and the passage of time, but the phrase that best describes what this album is going for is "nothing lasts forever". I hope you like it.
.....................
Special thanks to:
Dev, J, Ethan, AJ - For being a constant inspiration, pushing what I do musically, boundless support, and being some of the greatest friends I've ever had the privilege to know.
My father - For being a great role model, showing boundless support, and putting me on to so many great albums and movies.
My brother - For sticking with me for so long, I don't know how we don't hate each other yet. I hope your musical endeavors are way more successful than mine ever will be.
Joe & Bret - For being my biggest inspirations, and being the founders of British metal band ZILF. I'll see you guys live soon, trust me!
Listen to ZILF at
zilf.bandcamp.com
Meant. & Kristin - For all of your kind words and reception to "DANDELION" (and the fantastic music Meant. makes). Also, Meant got me on radio which is fucking crazy, I cannot thank you enough for giving me that opportunity.
Listen to Meant. at
meant1.bandcamp.com
Wehler - For being a great person and listening since the very beginning. Couldn't have done this without you.
Watch his Twitch streams where every penny goes to Canine Companions, a non-profit which gives guide dogs to people with disabilities for completely free:
twitch.tv/wehlerdealer
Or donate to the charity directly:
canine.org
(He's raised over $72k!!!)
Bixby - For being the single best teacher I've ever had, broadening my music tastes, and your endless support.
Flop - For being an amazing person and artist, even if we don't know each other well.
Follow her Twitter at:
twitter.com/TheFloppzy
.....................
Listen to ReNZirA and at:
renzira.bandcamp.com
.....................
Listen to JADE, the music collective I'm in at:
thejadecollective.bandcamp.com
.....................
Download has some extra goodies.
.....................
ASMP-1010
